Monday, November 17, 2008

Today

Today marked a special day for me as Executive Director of the Dallas retirement community where I work...my place of employment for only 2 more days.

After Thanksgiving lunch with the Leadership Team, I was called to the front of the room to sit in a chair. Two leaders (and wonderful friends) led the concluding 15 minutes of our meeting. During this time, they presented to me individual bags, each containing an element related to a scripture that was written on the bag.

Each scripture was especially meaningful. As I listened to the Word of God being read aloud freely, I was so thankful and humbled at how good God is. His Word is alive! And with it, He reminds us that He always loves. He always redeems. He always sets us free with truth. Always.

Following the presentation of the bags, I was given one final gift. It was a beautiful, matted glass framed picture. Behind the glass, a photo of Rachel, Meg, Ava, Josef, and me was perfectly centered. Two awesome scriptures were placed...one above the photo, and one below.

Around the photo, in every empty place of the matting, were words that people wrote about what they thought about me. My eyes filled with tears as I sat in this chair in front of all of these people...all unique, all on their own journey...all in different places in their lives with God. All people who Jesus died for.

The time concluded with both leaders, placing their hands on my shoulders, and praying for me...publicly...right there...in front of everyone. I felt as though God's hands were touching my shoulders and the voice of the Father was saying, "Well done. Youv'e been faithful. Just wait for what is next. See, I love you. I really do."

What else can I say about this special day? I think it's just to remember that He never, ever leaves us. He refines us. He longs for more people to know Him and His Son. He came to set the captives free. He has set me free!

"He brought me to His banqueting table............and His banner over me is love".
Song of Songs 2:4

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

--- Practicing ---

"My sheep hear my voice. I know them, and they follow me".
John 10:27

God is stirring...shaking...shifting............adjusting things in my heart, and what I am realizing is, I have really wanted this for a long time...but didn't fully know I was waiting for or wanting it like this. Does that make sense?

I think I've been a little distracted. Not bad distracted. But distracted none-the-less. A colleague and good friend gave me her book, Practicing His Presence. Wow, it is an awesome book. I love how God is so incredibly in-tune with what we need and when we need it. The book has been around for a long time and is written by Brother Lawrence who lived in the 1600's and Frank Laubach who was born in the late 1800's. Here's one of Frank Laubach's journal entries:


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January 29th, 1930

I feel simply carried along each hour, doing my part in a plan which is far beyond myself. This sense of cooperation with God in little things is what so astonishes me, for I never have felt it this way before. I need something, and turn round to find it waiting for me. I must work, to be sure, but there is God working along with me. God takes care of all the rest. My part is to live this hour in continuous inner conversation with God and in perfect responsiveness to his will, to make this hour gloriously rich. This seems to be all I need think about.


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I think I am going to determine to start practicing His presence a whole lot more than I have done in the past. When I turn, I want to find what I need for that moment, like Laubach.
Really, isn't practicing what God instructed in the Torah when He told the children of Israel to talk about the Lord when you are in your homes, when you walk along the way, when you lie down, and when you rise up?


I guess I'll start practicing His presence more...
This seems to be all I need think about.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

My Beautiful Baby Boy

Josef---"The Lord will Increase"!


Sunday, November 2, 2008